Prayer Evening

Last night I went to dinner, in a restaurant! With other people! It was amazing and fun and the food was to die for. How did this come about you ask, well settle down for a little story.

I have a friend named Stephanie that ministers to people, I’ve talked about her before. It all started a few weeks back when she posted on Facebook, about being patient and waiting on the one God has for you.

As we all know, I don’t think highly of myself, I couldn’t stop myself, I said that no man would ever want me, I’m old, I’m menopausal, I have weird taste in movies and tv shows. Besides I’m not attractive.

I think she was so taken aback she really didn’t know how to respond. So she asked me to join her and some other ladies for dinner and prayer. I was completely down for that. I’ve missed praying with other people, in person.

First of all it was at a restaurant in the Legacy area in Plano. I have not seen that many people in a long time! It was amazing to see, people walking and shopping, dining and laughing.

The restaurant itself was lovely, French food that was perfect.

The women were so nice, they were warm and accepting. They talked about the blessing bags they make for homeless people and what goes into them, that was wonderful.

One woman looked just like Kirstie Alley and just as full of life and humor.

Then my friend said she wanted to pray over me, she could sense the self doubting spirit and wanted it gone. It was incredible, I cried, one woman told me that God wants me to see myself through His eyes not mine.

My soul feels so much lighter and I am back on track. It is so easy to get into that place where we allow those spirits in. Always remember whose child you are. God the father, we say that for a reason, seeing ourselves through His eyes is imperative for all of us.

I am no longer doubting myself. I hope you all know who you are and who you belong to.

Who I am

When I read that adults are finally figuring out who they are, I am confused, I think what the hell. I have always known who I am, what I believe in and where I am going, sometimes I take the long way around, but I always get there. If you are in your 30’s, 40’s and 50’s still searching for who you are, you will never know. We are who we are from birth, it is not too hard to look inside yourself and figure it out. If you are a lying whore, you will always be a lying whore. if you are someone who tells the truth no matter what, that is who you will always be.
I have always known who I am, I am Angie, I tell the truth, if I don’t like you I will ignore you, if I believe you are doing something wrong I will call you on it. If you harm me in some way I will find a way to get even, don’t doubt it. Your time is coming, you wont see it coming, it will be as much as a surprise to you as what you did to me was. God help you, because I am merciless.
In other news I took the Irishman to yet another doctor yesterday, he has to have more testing done, however they are on the road to actually figuring out what is wrong with him. Which is good.
I will be taking 3 little girls to a water park today, please pray for me, I need energy, I foresee a giant vitamin B12 in my future. Also a ton of coffee has been consumed already and more is being infused into my blood stream as I type.
As I said I know who I am, a coffee addict, a loyal friend, a keeper of secrets, a mom, a Christian and someone who firmly believes in old testament vengeance. Not necessarily in that order.